Well all I have to say is that friends are really helping me get through this rough time. I still seem to never be hungry. I am still angry when I see her. But I am almost to the point that I am over that. I probably should not be angry but it just feels like I have waisted 6 years of my life. Still I would give up every second of them 6 years but my daughter! She is still amazing.
Anyways last night I hung out with my friend again. She got off work at 1030pm and we got some Pizza and then went back to her place. There we watched some Dawson's Creek (End of season 1 into season 2). I have all 6 seasons. After that things got a little strange. Her and I have been friends for 6 years... Well we were friends for a long time before I met my ex then we did not talk much while I was married and now along with many other friends we are talking again.
After Dawson's Creek we started talking. We always have some good conversation. Last night was nothing different. Was a little weird though we started talking about our exes... Started to talk about the people we have been intimate with.. Talked till 430 before I had to get home. Probably the only time I have talked to some one about sex for hours and didnt do anything with them. I do not want to lose her friendship but we almost did something before i met my ex so I think some day it might happen.
After that I got home and I crashed. Payson was up at 730 so glad I got some sleep in there. She has been an extremely good baby today like always. I made her breakfast and then she just played for 2 hours before she went down for her nap. Now she is napping and I am just relaxing watching Don't Forget the Lyrics. Have a good day everyone.