I haven't written in this in a really long time, which is sad, because a lot of things have happened.  Sophia went batshit crazy and changed the locks on me the weekend after my last post (back in October) and I was homeless for a few weeks, crashing on generous friends' couches.

I'm not going to lie, I was and am still very fucking angry with her.  More so now that she's explained that she's a prostitute now, and that's the only reason she kicked me out.

God I just want to break her fucking face.

She was my best friend for years and I would have done anything for her, but she FUCKED IT ALL UP.

So here's a playlist that sort of might tell you what I feel like:

8tracks.com/shalloworangutan/friend-is-a-four-letter-word

Just fuck it.  I try to talk to my other friends about it, but it's just too much to deal with.  I saved her life twice last year, and this was how I was repaid?