Okay, so Friday night I spent getting my nails done after work & then watched part of a movie before falling asleep.

Yesterday, I got up at 7am and got ready to go to Missouri. I went to visit my friend Jodie first. It took approximately 2 hours to get to her apartment from my place. So, when I FINALLY arrived (after driving through on and off storms and lots of wind) we went to eat at a nice restaurant. It was her and her boyfriend. This is the first time I met him. She is 1 month younger than me. (Same age lol). Anyway, after that they talked me into coming to their apartment. It looked nice and I also mentioned something about her being pregnant (she seemed extra emotional) and she confirmed that she is pregnant. In a way i'm excited for her and somewhat envy that.. one day.. but on the other hand I feel sorry for her because she is after 2 years still going through a divorce from her ex and has another kid and they are fighting over custody... also now another one is on the way and they aren't married.. I just really think about her and wish her the best.. and pray that her life is not getting even harder... it looks like it is..

I then drove another hour from her house to meet up with another friend... we shall call him BL. I have known him for 8 years... we broke it off when he went into the military when i was 14 and he was 18.. lol.. but i've always had a "thing" for him. We seem to have the same ideals on a lot of things and I really enjoy spending time with him. Even when he was in Guam, Iraq, Japan, Virginia and California we would video chat and message back and forth.. i've just known him for a long time.. and he did kind of ask my opinion on marriage in a kind of "hidden way." I don't know how to put it.. anyway.. i was thinking wow.. could i see myself being married to him.. he didn't ask.. but he did want to kinda of know where i stood on that issue.. and honestly i think i would if he asked.. is that silly of me to say... i don't think so.. knowing him for these 8 years has been amazing.. even though in the past when he has wanted me to meet him in VA .. CA etc.. and i said no the time just wasnt right.. he's still been waiting.. and still hasn't given up on me. But, he hasn't asked.. yet.. so who knows. :) (He's a Christian-- we used to go to church together during high school etc).  (After 6 years of being in the military he is now in reserves).

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Anyway.. silly me I CANNOT believe i forgot to take pictures.. i was just really enjoying the time in MO. :)

Interesting entry... I know i know.. ;p

I did take a few pics this afternoon though:

 (My sister took a picture of me.. burnt like a lobster after the baseball game today)! :(

  my sister and i--me on the left acting ridiculous lol. :)