So things worked out kinda... We are on talking terms again me and her are friendly again but like i figured there would be no relationship between me and her after all of this, and i was right to expect that.  I got some good sleep last night for the first time this whole week and i feel better.  I feel like a new person, not completely new but im cutting out a lot of things in my life, all the things in my past that i got hurt by, or that wasnt right.  I dont know what else to say, im not sure what im doing anymore but i know and feel batter about how i handled this, and how things worked out.  Now im just chilling at my friends house, wondering if anything else is going to work out right in my life now... Oh well i hope things work better for me now and this also means that im not anywheres nears dating someone now so i guess i feel more single now.  Oh well such is life i guess.  

Hmmm i just have a lot of time to think now, and i dont know what to think about.  Since im a guy obviously Girls are in my life, i also am keeping up my grades a lot.  Church is allways on top in my life, and i guess my friends are also in my life very important to me.  I guees im open to advice, haha or any girl that would like to possibly talk to someone, im pretty good with my grades so i dont need help with the school.