what doing before Internet time? Sorting out film

music listening to? King of bloke and bird by Robbie Williams

mood(out of ten) - 8

me and L are doing a film, about self harm. It is now involving Samaritans. I phoned today and they want me and L to go on Friday. (i am checking my writing as i go along). This is good because this gives a viewer another option instead of self harm. I am not advising self harm at all; i just want to say we are not doing it to kill our self but as a coping mechanism. L kept my political side down with this film. We are going to basically ask them to describe what they do when a person phones up saying that they are self harming. The samaritans i mean. This could be the thing that take the film to the professionals and give this film a step up on you tube. This video i am leaving out my safe tips that i do. I am not in any place to advice and i wouldn't want to encourage anyone.

just because i do it, i would tell anyone else to speak to someone before they get too deep into it. I regret starting it. The scars are horrible. I don't like the deception of hiding it. Lying when i bump my leg, and so on. But i have decided that since i to do it. I will keep safe by using techquies and i wont go into it with here. That's encouraging it. I am not ashamed i do it. But no one wants to hear it really. I don't go telling everyone when i do it and i don't show them. But if people ask i will say that i am a self harmer. But no details. My tattoo artist knows why i do it. He doesn't stop doing my tattoos :) but i have decided when i have the last finished i don't want anymore.