so yesterday was absolutely horrible. so much went wrong and so little actually went right. so i'm gonna start from the beginning. i woke up with my throat feeling funky, it was scratchy and it felt like i had some sinus drainage. lovely. i also woke up exhausted. i left on time but when i got into town ((about 10 mins from my house)) i realized i had left my TEP bulletin ((64 pages about being a teacher and getting into an exclusive group)) at home. so i had to turn around and go get that so i ended up leaving 15 minutes late. i sped my tail off and managed to get to class 5 minutes early somehow. but when i got there, we had a quiz that i was DEFINATELY not prepared for. so i bombed that, and that's the 2nd quiz i've done that with. so yeah. then i realized i had a chapter to read before my next class and a forum post...so i had to work the freaking computers in the library...i'm not very technologically advanced, so it was definately stressful. i read the chapter and posted and thought i was doing well until i realized that the classtime had been moved up to 12...it was 12:20. i walked as fast as i could ((i was already late..why run?)) and got there about halfway through class. i walked in, mouthed "I'm sorry" to my professor, and sat down to listen to the rest of the discussion about the TEP bulletin. i missed some really important info and i thoroughly embarrassed myself. i talked to my professor afterwards and he was really cool about it. he thanked me for not being so embarassed that i didn't even come to class, which i actually did think about. but anyways, after that i set up a set schedule for every single one of my classes, like what day i'll do those assignments and so far it's working. i went to my last class which was very uneventful and then came home. went to walmart got, got all my stuff done, and went to bed. i feel much better this morning regarding my throat and i'm hoping today will be a lot better. i set up an appt to get my tb test for my field experiences this coming up wednesday so hopefully i'll have all of my stuff done before the end of next week. i'm stressing about this, but i hope it won't be too big of a deal that it's taken me so long to do this. but anyways, i've got to take AK to the church ((he's going skiing this weekend)) and then head to school. oh and this song is stuck in my head.

"if you want to i can save you, i can take you away from here. so lonely inside, so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares."

sometimes i wish i had someone to take me away from here, from college especially.