I am so lonely these days,
In this frozen wasteland called home,
The mistakes I've made, so I'm the one who pays.
But why can nothing be fixed?
Were you my true love? Or just a fling?
Guess it doesn't matter anymore,
I fucked up, so the blues I'll sing.
Just wish I could change your mind about us.
I'd take it all back if I could,
But would the end result remain the same?
Maybe expressing my feelings would work, maybe I should.
But I'm to frightened of rejection from you.
So I guess i'll just leave it be,
And continue to feel so miserable.
It was never you, always me.
And I think that's what's so hard to swallow.