chavez . (sh-uh-vehz) don't even know where to start. you had me feeling like age was just a number. honestly it is. you're the realest guy i know, you're the nicest sweetest one too. you know how to repect everyone. you're actually different then anyone else i've ever known. and now i'm lost. you had me feeling like the world. and i know what some people say, all guys are the same they want one thing and when they get it they'll be done with you. well you ARE different.

you said that even if i thought i was ready you wouldn't do anything like that with me, because of how different our worlds are, you said that just because you were ready doesn't mean i was, and that you wouldn't take it away from me. i don't even know how i fell for you. maybe just how you are, everyone loves you. everyone that's ever met you. you're good at sports, you're smart, you're not rude you're polite and just a stand up gentlemen, but you're also sexy and exciting . everything about you just makes me fall for you. you know how to treat a girl right. and you say we can't be together right now, but you'd wait for me, because i'm something special. how do i even get that lucky. you're good with kids. you don't let anything stop you from living your life to the fullest, and you protect me. you're the only reason why i started actually believing that age is just a number, and it's not just an act, it's the real you. anyone would know that.

 even your x girlfriends still have respect for you. that's hard to do. i just don't know what to do.. i'm not sure why i think something bad might come out of this, everything seems perfect, and you said you even wanted me to live my life make mistakes have fun party learn smile, be happy, and have other boyfriends, because you said real love waits.  does anyone have anything they can say to help me?

well, i'll write soon. i still need advice though, and other relations would help too.

           x kelsey