I HAVE BEEN ON HERE BEFORE.

I GUESS I HAVENT BEEN THE SAME ME. IN FACT I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT I AM DOING HERE AT THIS POINT. MY LIFE IS AT A STAND STILL AND HAS BEEN FOR A WHILE. I HATE IT. I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL I MISS MY FRIENDS FROM THERE I MISS THE LONG DRIVE. I MISS HAVING A LIL BIT OF A LIFE. AFTER NOT HAVING ONE FOR TWO YEARS AND TALKING CARE OF MY TWINS AT ONE POINT ALONE. NOW THAT THEIR DAD IS BACK THEY WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. WITH ALL THIS MEDICINE CHANGE AND FIGHTING FOR SSI FOR ME AND MY KIDS, FOR FIGHTING THE GOVERMENT FOR THINGS I NEED, FOR LOOKING FOR JOBS. BLAH BLAH BLAH. IM JUST SICK OF EVERYTHING. I WANT THINGS TO BE BACK TO NORMAL WHAT EVER THAT IS. I SHOULD OF JUST STAYED IN VEGAS INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING MY STUPID JOB THAT DECIDED TO FIRE ME DUE TO COMPLICATIONS TO MY PREGANCY. OK YEA I DO NOT HAVE IT AS BAD AS OTHER PEOPLE BUT THIS IS MY PLACE TO VENT AND I COULD GIVE TO FUCKS AND A SHIT LESS ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME. I DO NOT NO ANYONE ON HERE AND I TEND TO KEEP IT THAT WAY. NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT I AM ABOUT. IM NOT DOWN FOR DRAMA AND REALLY DONT CARE. I JUST WANT THIS TO BE A PLACE I CAN VENT A RELAX..