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Sex: F
State: Indiana

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Remembering to Breathe Thursday, March 22, 2012

            Often Times I find myself lost in my own mind. Driving home on certain days I wonder further beyond myself, most times down the roads that I’ve never traveled before or beyond into the corn fields that fill with grass. The sounds of the cars swooshing by me are what keep my mind from wondering too far, but still it scares me how far I’ve gotten sometimes. Times are hard for everyone. I hear my mother’s voice telling me how somewhere out in the world someone is in a worse situation than I am. What if you are that someone in the worst situation and no one can hear your cry for help? That is what I learned to resent most about that man, I could scream as far and as loud as I possibly could and still he would fail to acknowledge the fact that he even heard me. It hurts to let my mind wonder and it hurts to think of the places I haven’t yet gone and most likely will never go. In the long run I question whether I am different or the same as those around me. I must be though, there has to be people out there that all have silent cries. There has to be people out in this big world whose minds wonder off. ??? Where does their mind take them???



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