i am in a bratty sassy needy babygirl mood!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRR... and now i have to go to bed, but im  going to bed late, so Daddy isnt going to be happy.... luckily i get to skype with him for a little bit tomorrow... thank GOD... i love him so so much, and he hasnt been a good mood and i HATe it, i just want to fix it but idk how :(  and i know everyone gets in bad moods sometimes,, but i wish i could just make him happy all the time....  i hope he is proud of me for sending him a picture of myself today tho... it took a lot for me to do it...

ALSO my daddy FINALLY texted me a little bit tonight which relieved me a lot, he seemed like he was in a better mood and i finally felt connected with him again... maybe our little rough patch is over? idk, but i really hope so...i do really love him, i do... idk what i would do without him.... i just wish he was all mine... i asked him if he still has sex with his wife... and he said its rare, but he does... and for some reason that hurt me... i shouldnt let it hurt me because hes married, and i shouldnt just forbid him from having sex when i cant be there for him... but still, it hurts a little...but that is just something i need to keep to myself

well my parents are coming home tomorrow night, which seriously sucks... i have thursday off and i just want to have another day to myself :( ... i mean i love them dearly of course, but i wish they both still had to LEAVE the house to go to work like back in the old days... GAH i just really hope they let me sleep and relax :( 

Also i just pealed off all of my nail polish which isnt good 

i have noooo patience... and i have work tomorrow... i dont want to do this anymore :(