I'm tired of everything.. I keep feeling like I'm useless.
I want to look pretty,
but I don't want to look in the mirror.
I feel like my whole life is ending, but everyone else’s seems like it's just beginning.
I smile so my friends don't think I'm sad,
but deep down I am.
I know that another chapter of my life is about to start,
but I don't feel like turning the page.
I cry in the middle of the night even when I don't have a reason.
I feel as if the whole universe has a life,
but my life is useless.
I don't know why I do the things I do.
I call my friends and just sit there without anything to say then I tell them I have to let them go, but I'll call them back...
but I never do.
I feel as if everyone has turned their back on me so I just keep giving up.
I've decided I don't want to live anymore.
It's all too much.
Why waste anyone else’s time?
I'll just fall asleep.
For good.
-Rebecca
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I know this feeling... i feel like this all the time... but dont be too hard on yourself. Life gets better..Just tell yourself everyday your beautiful. Keep your head up. [Blackout Girl]
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5/28/2012 10:13:47 PM
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Nice coin slot there!
(and thanks...)
[Dancing in step]
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5/28/2012 10:48:45 PM
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I'm trying to keep my head up, but sometimes its too much..
And the dancing girl: what do you mean? [Rebecca Carriere]
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5/29/2012 5:39:40 AM
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