Well I went to church this morning for the first time in oh I'd say about 12 years (I've been in churches when I was in high school but I always got asked to leave about 5min after walking in because they thought I worshiped the devil). Other then almost having a panic attack because  my God mother decided to leave me by myself a few times (To many people I didn't know doing things I wasn't fermilure with) it was kinda nice. The speech thing was about marage and relationships and I couldn't help thinking the whole time about me and the guy I'm in love with even though were not in a relationship. The only thing I didn't like was that there was a little bit of gay bashing. No maybe bashing isnt the right word... The paster guy was talking about how he knows some of the people at the church struggle with attraction to the same sex and that they have to trust Jesus in that part of their lives too because if we all just did what we wanted the world would be all messed up. He compared being attracted to the same sex and being ok with that to being ok with having and expressing a bad temper. Like I said not to big a fan of that but there were parts I like to like when he was talking about how people have to move away from their parents and not blaim them for everything and about how a man should take being a husband as his most important thing in his life. I also liked how he talked about how you shouldnt hide your 'dirt' from your partner.

All in all it wasnt bad I just dont like that many people being around me at once. I got invited to go back next week so I guess I'll go and maybe bring my daughter with me. 

I also got to meet my God sisters boyfriend he seems like a total goody two shoes but then again if my girl friends parents were around and I was in a church I would prob act like a goody two shoes too.