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Theme of the week: Apology Monday, July 23, 2012

If you could go back and apologise to one person, who would it be and why?

Well there is one person that came to mind when I saw the question and that is my ex-boyfriend Nick. He was my boyfriend when I was in middle school and I broke his heart and mine when I ended it with him just after school started. Anyway the last time I saw him we had a huge fight and I never got to tell him I was sorry for the things I said while I was angry at him. It started because he was bad mouthing my new boyfriend and I was tired of hearing it so I yelled at him. We started yelling at each other until I started to cry and screamed that I hated him than ran back to my house with tears running down my face. A few days later I was told that he had moved back to his mother's house. I cried for three days after that and still have not forgiven myself for telling him that I hated him.

I never hated him, I was still very much in love with him when I found out he was gone.

I'm sorry that I said that to you Nick. I didn't mean it.

Another person I would apologise to is my older sister. She was always there for me when our parents were not and I never thanked her. She took care of me from the time I was 6 years old and until she moved out when I was 11. She made dinner, cleaned the house, did laundry, and made sure my homework was done. All I did was give her a hard time and fight with her when I didn't want to do something.

I'm sorry for being such a brat when I was little. I love you big sis.

The only other person I would apologise to would be my best friend Sabrina. She has been with me throught everything from bad break ups to depression. She has stopped me from killing myself thee times. She convinced me to stop cutting and do something constructive. She has done nothing but helped me and I have hurt her in ways most people would not even think of hurting their worst enemy. She still loves me no matter how much damage I do. I will never find a friend as amazing as her and I will love her forever.

I'm sorry I have put you through so much and never thanked you for being there for me. I love you twin

~Kitten



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Why not look up this Nick guy? With today's technology, I doubt he'd be very hard to find. If nothing else, you could write him a letter and send it. Maybe it would help make you feel better. [~L~] 7/23/2012 5:38:05 PM
Oh honey, that's awful :-( I really hope things aren't like that still. If they are, I hope things get a whole lot better for you and fast. [fuzzymusic] 7/25/2012 5:53:08 PM
Thanks and I would try to contact him but I have no idea where he is anymore seeing as he joined the army. And it has gotten better but I still have the memories [Tia la Mar] 8/17/2012 9:51:26 AM
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