|Orchidea's Silence Words|
Yesterday I was with friends, and I was having a blessing time until one of them slipped and said that *HE* is in love with someone .. I don't know but I felt like something heavy hit me in the face ..
I've tried to stay calm but, it was just from outside .. I've tried to stay in the conversation but all what I can hear is EMPTINESS and ECHO hitting my entire body from inside like a drums party .. and since then *HE*is all what I think about !!!!!!!!!!!
I've managed to keep him out of my mind for a while, until yesterday ..
I know that it won't end "HAPPILY EVER-AFTER" for me and him, but I can't do anything about it ..
I am almost very much sure that I am NOT in love with him, and I know it might be either attraction or simply because I am bored from my life ..
But I hope that I'll be free from him soon .. one way or another !!!!!!
It really really sucks to be me right now </3