I met a guy online again... I always met the one I love in the Cyber world... I hope that this time I didnt make the same mistakes again... I wish that he is real for me.. Although there are ppl think that ppl like to fool around in the Cyber world, I hope that this guy is true... This is because we open our hearts to each other... Right now I know him and he knows me.... I told him about my past and he told me about his past too...he is a very nice guy... I don't mean the guys I met are bad.... honestly I still feel for one of them.. but it seems he doesn't have plan to stay with me in his life.. So I am going to let go..... I hope that I will be happy with this new guy..
This new guy, his family wanted him to get married as soon as possible and he asked me several times if I want to marry him... I just think its too quick for us because I just started to feel for him...I wish he will give me some times to think.. but for sure, I really want to be with him because he is so good to me....I remember that I have read an email about love.. it said if you find the one who is right for you, just stay with him.... So I will stay with him...I dunno if I will get marry before 26 but I will see... I am so thankful that I can meet such a nice guy like him...
