Back to school

Who can think of this time of year without recalling bittersweet memories of September pending, and a new school year looming abead after the blissful abandonment of summer? I remember counting off the days starting at about the two-week mark prior to the first day of school. As the days ticked off, the apprehension grew. I didn’t ever want school to start like most kids, but I was also ready in a way because time was beginning to drag, it was getting old being home so much, and I was tired of mowing lawns.

New clothes would have been purchased — maybe a pair of gray slacks, a couple of oxford button down shirts and penny loafers, but I really can’t recall what kinds of shoes I wore, however. No T-shirts, shorts, sandals, athletic shoes, etc., etc. that you see today. Dress codes were more strict. I’d always hold off on supplies until I found out what kind of notebooks (spiral-bound, looseleaf, 3-ring binder…etc.), the various teachers wanted. Go to the Sunday paper advertising supplements if you saved any from this past weekend and look at the back-to-school sales. Times have changed with all the new technology, but some things remain the same, too. We’d go to the Morgan and Lindsey or TG&Y dime stores for supplies. Today, kids go to the Eckerd’s or CVS Pharmacy, or Wal-Mart or Office Depot. The front of the Office Max ad had 200 sheets of filler paper (5 for $1), double pocket folders, Elmer’s glue, Master combination padlocks, and software for video e-mail and Web albums. Office Depot had a complete computer package for $899, not to mention 50 calculators to choose from. Some of my computer-oriented friends back then were getting new slide rules and dreaming of computer programming with punch cards.

It was overall a kind of nervous time, trying to sqeeze every last drop out of the hot, joyous carefree days of August, but as September approached, the unmistakeable dread of the unfamiliar began to creep in, by degrees. What would my homeroom be like? Who would I have for English? Would there be some new kids to me to perhaps befriend? How much would I be able to get out of doing in gym class again that year? And on and on.

Yet, it was kind of exciting because of the unknowns that lay ahead. Each September was like starting all over again. Like getting a new job every year. Everything was new insofar as external routines, although most of us still lived in the same houses neighborhoods we had lived in for years. The old days of the previous school year had long since vanished into mere memories of those final report cards and the freedom-ringing 3:15 bell on the last day of school in May or early June. By late August it was all starting up again.

I had a five-block walk to the bus stop for the three-mile ride to my high school. I walked to elementary and junior high. I remember standing at the corner in that suburban neighborhood waiting for Bus 84 to come. Each year it was the same one, and for two years we had the same driver. He was a young man around 30, stocky, swarthy, never said a word. Never smiled. Just opened that door and let us file in to our seats. I always got one about three- quarters of the way to the back, usually on the right, as I recall. In fact, many years later when I took a commuter bus to work in downtown Seattle, I chose the exact same seat in the bus. Imprinted on me, I guess. The poor guy who had to drive our bus never quite got the hang of shifting the monstrous gears in those clunky old yellow school buses, and I can see him to this day, slamming the door shut and grinding away from first to second gear. We all sort of winced, but after a few weeks, we got used to his drving again.

On that first ride to school on that first day, the tension was pretty palpable, within me at least. I knew I wouldn’t rest until I had successfully maneuvered through getting my locker and combination lock, looking intensely at my schedule and which period I had lunch; going through orientation with all five of my teachers (six including P.E.), and then waiting for the bell at the end of the day so I could GET OUT OF THERE.

Summer was still waiting for me when I got home, but it was departing fast. A new school year had begun.

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Very good Oswego. I’m trying not to think about it

Oh my…you brought back so many memories! TG&Y, buying notebooks, cooler weather.

now school starts in some states in mid-august!

You recall very well, Oswego! In Norway school starts exactly today! When I was a child, I always longed for school to start again :)after many weeks with holiday. I was maybe an odd child/youth?

Mm how I was exited abt new books, maybe new members of the class, new teachers etc. I was the motivated, conscientious, polite pupil. A tecaher’s dream *smile*

OOOOhh, the dread and thrill of those days. You brought back the buried memories. Thank you, jeesh, I think.

August 17, 2000

A reoccurring dream: It is the first day of high school and not only can I not remember my locker number… I can’t remember the combination when I think I’ve found it! Lasting impressions…

Yep, I shopped @ TG&Y too. I associate school w/peanut digging and crisp smells. New clothes. The cloth smelled different back then than it does now. I swear. It smelled newer!

This time of year makes me want to be more productive and I always purchase my spiral notebooks and pens for my paper journal around this time, too. I’ve always loved new notebooks.

August 17, 2000

I miss getting the new school supplies every year. I wrote my name on everything and loved the brand newness of them. I still can’t pass the school supply aisle without feeling wistful.

smiling at you dear one 🙂

Plaids, fall colors, corduroy, new shoes, and new notebooks you’re gonna’ keep perfectly neat. This year. 🙂 Nice memories. Life was…well…young.:)

I love that part about it being a whole new year and in ways it was because as children, we changed and matured over the years and the new school year always brought back different people with famiiiar faces. Love,

I have suffered some similiar angst in going back to school. I even asked a friend who just completed the B-school program what type of folders she used. As it turns out the ? wasn’t nearly as superficial as I thought

Silly me, I always loved the anticipation of the new school year.

How similar we were! I chuckled a bit at that “how much I could get out of in gym class.” I always prayed summer would never end, and darn it, it always did.

August 19, 2000

Oh, the memories this stirred within me! And those combination locks! Yes, I do remember them well. *smile*

August 20, 2000

School memories are always bittersweet or almost always at least. It is odd how that seems to occur.

April 9, 2002

When I was reading this I got that same feeling and felt happy when I finished the entry. You write it so very well! I had this mixed feelings. Happy to return to school, curious to meet new teachers maybe new friends, looking at new books,…I was a good student, but didn’t like the atmosphere, didn’t like the typical school-smell, and I didn’t like gym-class at all! As soon as I entered the

April 9, 2002

schoolgate I felt like I became a different person for the rest of that day. I felt locked in! When I now recall this period I wonder why I couldn’t like it more, I would have been much happier. Take care, :o)