Why must people Lie to me?

YOUR LIES (Shelby Lynne)

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Why must people LIe to me? It hurts. I feel betrayed when they lie to me But I feel worse when they lie to my son.

G. told me he would call Bud. That he wouldnt forget him. Then Bud sits and talks about him and it breaks my heart into itty bitty pieces. Because if G. was gonna call he already would have. He just lied. I hate Liars.

Now since he lied about that. It makes me think what else he lied about.Did he lie when he said he loved me? Did he lie about everything? ah..such thoughts make me cry. And feel betrayed. He was supose to have called on the 3rd after He got paid then. It is the 7th. He is not gonna call. I told Bud that. He cried,I felt horrible. Really really horrible.

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I can’t deal with the lies.

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So I didn’t go to church today. I slept a great deal of my day away. I woke up at 11 and felt really depressed about the whole situation so I went back To bed. I woke up ten minutes ago.

Today was another..wish he was here.

I guess this will be just another thing I will give to God and cry in the inside about. Maybe just maybe, I can love a person. They won’t lie to me. They wont promise things they cant keep. Maybe just maybe..I can Love someone that won’t hurt me. That is all I really want. Am I asking for too much?

Tiamo mi amigasy mi amigos y mi amore,

Siarai