What I wish.

HIM – "Killing Lonleliness"

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Did I tell you how much I like this band yet? *grins* Anyway..

I am not sleeping today..at all. My mom has a conference, My pa has school and someone has to stay up to watch bud and yeah…that’ll be me.

This goes out to him: I missed you But you ran away..wait no excuse me..Walked away. It was your decision..Not mine. I just found someone that realized I was worth it.

Besides we all know..IT wouldnt have worked anyway. You liked your walls up and I got tired of clawing them down.

Anyway.

Tj pissed me off this evening. He calls me at work sometimes. Mostly because he knows I am upstairs cleaning rooms all night and since he found out I am dating boomer he has been acting strange.

He told me that* i wasnt boomers type*

Then I asked him what boomers type was and he had no answer. Then he pointed out..You are just so chubby.

I said you know what fuck you. You have not seen me naked in two years..You have no idea what I look like anymore.

And I hung up.

Besides. I do not tell him who to date. He is dating a girl that just got out of rehab. I informed him If I found out she was around my son even once..I would file for full custody in a heart beat.

and I would put a restraining order on her.

She is an avid drug user. Besides comparing  her with boomer is not even in the same category.

So..there is my venting. That is what is bothering me. That and i really really really want a car.

I want a car so I can see boomer more often. Like whenever my heart desires.

Gah. I miss him 😛

I talked to him off and on at work. As long as I am upstairs and I have my hands free I can.

I adore him the more I talk to him for sure. 🙂

although how I can Like him more then I do is beyond comprehension.

Here is a list of things I wish:

1.To kiss boomer.

2. To sleep.

3.To have some eggplant parmesian.

4.To finish my chapter two of my sweet damnation.

5.To go watch movies with boomer again*grins*

6.To hear his sweet mumbly voice in my ear.

7.For Tj to stop acting like an ass.

8. For people to stop being so damn paranoid and thinking I am out to get them.If I was trying to hurt you, you would know it.

9. to sleep..Did I say that already?

10. To go camping.

Well those are my wishes. I donno when any of em will come true but itd be nice if they would.

Well I think I am gonna wonder around on my diary for a bit..Look at my notes and such.

Tiamo y Adios mi amigas y mi amigos and yes even mah boomah. 🙂

Siarai