Two Years :D

So I have been on open diary for two years now.
Alot has went down in that time period.
Have to say also that I am healthier now then I was then.
I have spent alot of time here and things. I have met good friends through here. Impressive what starting a little writing assignment to reevaluate your life can do. 🙂 Ever think about things like that?

Like…What if you didnt get married to so and so and what if he didnt treat you badly?
Would you have moved to Thayer to reevaluate things? Met the people you have met? GOne through the things you have gone through?

How much would it change your life?

IT is some thing to think  about. Even if some thing is a mistake..It happens for a reason.

Never believed in fate until most recently..But now one gal most consider it.
Even ever so slightly. So think it over..
 Then get back to me.;)
Tiamo,Siarai

Poem to read:
I am just another ghost passing through
And like a broken record,you never hear the truth.
So at the corner of the dark bar, you nurse the needle that pierces your heart.
Another glass and you might find me, another glass and you might kill you.
But you do not stop there.
YOu keep on drinkin, And I hate to think it, I hate to break it to you baby,
But in the back of your mind..I will still be there.
But keep on  tryin,It is just those memories, that kills.
And the cold in my goodbye that chills.
It didnt stop with the last goodbye…
I am sorry if my ghost keeeps you up tonight.
So just close your eyes, just drink that posion..
And just lie.
You might find me in the dark..