Ramblin’

I wrote my mid-term for NDD tonight.  I think it went… so-so… nothing special, but nothing disasterous either.  So that is ok in my books.

Diana’s wedding was the other night, I had a good time.  It was good to see Diana, Andrea, Derek, Nikki, and others.  The dj for once actually played everything I requested it was great.  Some of the tunes I requested were;  G’n’R – Sweet Child of Mine, Marcy’s Playground – Sex and Candy, Propellerheads – History Repeating… there were a few others but I can’t remember them. lol  I took a few pictures, but not too many.  We will see how they look when I get them developed.  I really need a digital camera. 🙂

Ok, lets talk about the ski trip.  It was great skiing, but that’s about it.  The people I went with were definately not partiers.  They were in bed at around 10:30pm every night.  It was lame.  Brad and I made the best of it, but partying every night… drinkin’, hottubbin’, playing pool… I mean if you have the resources at your desposal, you might as well use them right?  I couldn’t believe it when they were all crashing so early.  And to have the nerve to come down and tell us we are being too loud at 11:30pm… I mean, why did you come on a GROUP ski trip in a sweet ski chalet to goto bed at 10:30pm?  They had to have known we would be up late.  Well I guess I won’t be going on anymore trips with those people.  I still had a great time… but it would have been much better if the people I were with would actually maximize their time.

I feel like I have a couple girls on the go at the moment.  Nicole and I have been fooling around again… she contacted me on MSN a few days back and we have hung out a couple times.   She is hot…but I think that is about all I feel for her.  She is intimate company that I am desprately am in need for lately.  There is Natalie, who I have yet to make any real move on yet… but we go on dates and you can feel our chemistry… The more I hang out with her the more I like her.  She really is a good person, and she is pretty good looking.  And of course there is Krystal… but she hasn’t been around in a few weeks… so that only means she will drop back into t he picture when she feels she is slowly slipping out of it.

That is my life in a nutshell.  I still feel I am drinking to much, usally getting drunk once a week (Friday) and drink a couple pints with the soccer team after games on Thursdays.  Then usually a pint or two during the week.  I haven’t smoked pot in weeks.  I don’t crave it at all anymore.  I can’t believe at one point I was a daily burner.  I can’t go back to that life style.  I can actually resist when people smoke a joint in front of me now.

I need to find money quick.  I have to move out by May.  My dad is selling the house.  But I can’t seem to save any money it is horrible.  I have been stressing over it a lot lately.  It seems to be the only thing that is bothering me these days.  Not moving out…. but getting the money to move out.  I actually can’t wait to live on my own.  I just can’t afford it and that makes me worry.  I have been cooking for myself alot lately, and have come to the conclusion that I am not a bad cook.  I can cook plenty of things and will be able to hold my own in the kitchen when I live alone and won’t have to resort to living off of canned beans or something of the sort.

Music of the Moment: Chemical Brothers – Push the Button
Today I Feel: Very good.