tired

sometimes i sleep until 10 or so, get up, go online, and i want to go back to bed.  it’s so warm and comfy in there and i get to sleep away, oblivious to the world.  but i stay up and find things to do.  i like sitting out in the sun, but i can’t always do that.  there isn’t much on TV until nighttime.  i guess you could say i’m bored. 

i should write.  i just can’t get inspired.  and i have my master’s? ha!  apparently i’m not the master of organizing my time. 

i’m so silly sometimes.

d has to go get fitted for a tux for our friends’ wedding tonight, so he won’t be around to keep me company.  last night, while d was at muay thai, u.v. came over. she usually does on tuesdays.  we sat on the porch and chatted.  she’s one of my friends who knows i’m pregnant.  her husband is working the 1-10 shift right now b/c the other mechanic complained that he always has to do it, so they’re splitting it between them.  that sucks for her husband b/c he did 3-11 for years and years.  now he’s stuck with almost the same shift again. 

things are fine otherwise.  i feel okay.  i get really tired and sometimes i feel nauseous, but i don’t throw up (unless i’m just not there yet) or anything really, so that’s good.  i think about baby a lot, though.  all the time, actually.  how can i not? 

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