Livin’ in a nightmare lookin’ for a dream.

 So.
Yeah.

I freaking hate you.
I FUCKING HATE YOU, actually.
Except not really.
I love you so much, so very much.. that I am trying to fool myself into hating you.
Despite the fact that I just went through literally thousands of spam emails just to see if maybe, just maybe you were trying to reach me.

No
fuck you.

fuck you and your stupid girlfriend
or not 
I don’t know.
Stupid other me who is not me.
you don’t have a girlfriend.
I would understand if you did.. but you don’t.
you’re just.

ugh.
I hate you.

-insert stacy orrico lyrics here-