last christmas, i gave you my heart
merry christmas (; even though today isnt christmas..haha..oh well. its one day late, which isnt that big of a deal. anyways, this entry is probably going to be really long, so bare with me..
Christmas Eve, I went to my Grammy Judys house like I always do and it was nice because I got to see my dad, my brother, my aunt wendy and her boyfriend greg, my pappy and unfortunetly..my step-mom dawn. ick. haha, anyways, so i got there after my g-mom came to pick me up and we just hung out at her house and then everyone started showing up and we ate (; meatball sandwiches..yum..and just like cheese, pretzels, chips, little odds and ends type things, & then we went and opened presents, i got a lot of cool shit, but i’m gona put it all together because i dont wanna forget things, haha. so then after we opened presents, i went with my aunt to her house and we got to smoke some cigs, haha cuz my family knows that i do cept my dad and shit, so then we went to church because my brother was playing silent night on the flute. it was the first time that i heard him play and he did really good. He’s so cute, I cant stand not seeing him all the time, but hopefully that will change starting February 2nd..haha..
& then after that my g-mom brought me to my aunt lori’s house where i saw more of my family..like my other grandparents and my aunt lori, uncle jon, cousins jackie and joe, my aunt lori’s parents and her grandmother & my cousins went to bed and i had to write a letter back to them pretending to be santa, haha, it was cute. & then after that me and my mom came home and waited for my grandparents to get here because my mom didnt bring my grandmothers christmas gift from my grandfather. So when we got here, they were like “everyone lets open a present” and so me, my mom and grandmom were forced to open a present..and guess what was in mine? fucking car keys. FOR MY FUCKING CAR. oh my god, i ran out the door and oh my god, I got a fucking car. I was crying & freaking out cuz i was so happy.
& so then christmas morning i got up and opened all my presents & then me, my mom and lennie went out driving and i drove on the highway for my first time ;x i was really nervous because i never did it before but it was okay because there wasnt much traffic and shit. Then i went down to breannes with my mom because breanne called and i went down there to show her my car and we just hung out and shit & then me and her went for a drive around the development and i smoked a cig while driving, haha, first time doing that, I was going really slow because I was afraid of dropping my cig, haha,..So then we came back and Lennie Jr. came out and we hung out there and then we left again to go to lennies moms house & i drove there, on the highway of course, and i wanted lennie to drive behind me cuz i was afraid i was going to go too slow but lennie said that i didnt go too slow and that i did really good and if he wouldnt have known that it was me, he wouldve figured that it was someone driving for a long time & then we hung out at lennies moms house for awhile & then left to go to my grandmothers house, which i drove to ;D i drove part of the highway and the rest of the way i took backroads..and then we went to my grandmothers house and we ate and we hung out and then i took my cousins out driving and shit and i got to smoke a cig ;D and then went back, opened gifts, ate some more, hung out blah blah all that good stuff..
& then i went to timmys and opened gifts and gave him his and shit and hung out there & then my mom left and i spent the night there. We played some shout it out game on their dvd player which was really hard but really fun & then timmy was pissing me off and he was stoned so i got mad and i left and went up to nicks and timmy came up with me and we sat there for awhile with nick & hung out with him & then we came back down to timmys and i sat with nick on the couch and ended up falling asleep, haha, and then i went to bed and woke up when nick, timmy and kerry came into timmys room to go to the attic to smoke pot and i was flipping out because the dream I had was so real. It was horrible and so long that I cant even get into it, but to make a long story short, someone trashed my car and stole all the christmas presents out of it and I had vertigo and I couldnt talk or move and no one would help me and i was being stalked by my friend chris but he was like 35 and was really disgusting and blah. it was just horrible.
so then this morning i woke up and just layed around at timmys house, i did absolutely nothing at all. It was really boring but oh well. So then Timmy and his family were going to his Aunt Karens house and I normally go there with them but I didnt really feel like it, so I just came home & I’ve been sitting here ever since. I was supposed to go out with Rachel but I never got ahold of her even though she called my cell phone ike 4 times, haha. I babysit next wednesday, which is great because I need money ;D even though i just got over 200 for christmas, but oh well, any money helps! I talked to Danny for a few minutes on the phone..I miss that kid so much ;/ I want to be with him so bad, but I doubt it’ll ever happen and that sucks so bad. He told me to give him a call soon and we can hang out but I’m busy for the next few days, so that sucks.
Tomorrow, Monday, I’m going shopping with Breanne & Rachel. Tuesday I’m going out with my grandmother and my brother..we’re going shopping and then we’re going out to eat. Wednesday I have a doctors appointment for my ears becaue i keep getting earaches so bad, and then I have to babysit from like 545 until like 900ish..but yep. now, it is time. For the stuff. that i got. for CHRISTMAS. dun dun dun. –>
Aunt Sally – 20 dollars ;D i got it a few weeks before christmas, but oh well
Aunt Wendy – a camera..its a semi-digital one or something and its prepaid. I just have to take it in and i got all the pictures back for free & then i get a cd with it that I can put it online ;D its really cute too & i got a scrapbooking kit thing, which is extremely cute.
Grammy Judy & Pappy – socks(a pair of babygirl ones, tiger ones, 3 tinkerbell ones & one with hearts), 2 cameras, 60 dollars, 2 things of mascara, 2 dvds (28 days and the breakfast club) plus shes taking me out to eat on Tuesday.
&
nbsp; Grammy Rhea & Pappy – 100 dollars, socks(a pair of spider ones, duck ones and polka dots), a 25 dollar gift certificate to bares and nobles, a pair of jeans, tinkerbell paper & a tinkerbell air freshener for my car
Mom – a car ;D its a 92′ cavalier and its light blue and oh-so pretty & i love it to death<3, tinkerbell pants, tinkerbell fleece, aeropostale fleece, tinkerbell pins, amy brown faerie pins, amy brown faerie photoalbum, printer paper, photo paper, 30 blank cds, 2 pairs of pants, new pink chucks ;D, 4 dvds (a cinderella story, neurotically yours, shrek & shrek 2), tinkerbell pillowcase, eyeliner
Dad – 150 dollar gift certificate to best buy for a car stereo ;D
Lennie – 100 dollars
Lennies Mom – a blue sweater
Aunt Lori – steering wheel cover and mirror cover, moon air freshener for my car, 20 dollar gift certificate to sheetz for gas, and an ice scraper thing with a glove around it so my hands dont get wet or cold ;D
Timmy – this HUGE carebear fleece blanket..which I might end up hanging on my wall because its so cute
Timmys Mom – tinkerbell pants ;D
Janelle – a book and a pack of cigs
Jess – a mxpx dvd
Breanne – pack of cigs
Rachel – pack of cigs
Kira – i’m not sure what she got me yet because we didnt exchange presents, even though i didnt even get her one..lmao
Kellsey – not sure what she got me yet either because we didnt exchange gifts..but i got her this black and pink cush pillow ;D
Cait – not sure what she got me yet either because we didnt exchange gifts..but i got her a my little pony sit and this really cute and soft stuffed animal monkey