
Slight problem, any advice?
Hi, I'm new here. And I've got a problem. I want to come out but telling someone I like girls just makes it real. To be honest, I'm not even sure what my label is, (maybe bi) and I don't really want to label myself, is that allowed? My mum is really homophobic and when I was…
Fond memories.
I might as well explain why I am writing this journal a little more. As I mentioned in my last post, change is the reason for it. Well, the change is that I am going to start living life as I should have all along, and it starts with a decision to quit just saying…
my secret life
i like girls... but im black and christian , so i keep faking like i want that d*ck for my mommy . but doesn't a mother always know ?
Thick Warm Body & Empty Soul
"I am handsome" I tell myself in the mirror. "I am beautiful" analyzing my god given features as I am rubbing my chest, stomach and grabbing ahold of the extra fat from my waist that people call "love handles". I listen to personal development, and empowering audios as my daily routine flexing "Y...
Down and Wasted
Hi, my name is Jam 30 yrs old HIV poz, I don't know how or where to start sharing my experiences, but, let me bring you back in 2015 when I meet this guy named Jason. I am an active user of gay dating app Grindr. I have chatted and meet random guys from the…
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11 Years Later
I need an outlet where I can be myself, and like the rest of the gay community I am currently watching “Love, Victor” on Hulu and of course it’s giving me all the feels. There is a guy who graduated from the same college as me and I’ve been thinking about messaging him some questions…
1972 – 1973
Well happy third birthday to me. I had a baseball themed cake -- which, whatever, dream your little dream mom and dad. I'm not into it. At least it was chocolate. I would have picked something with more frosting roses but we're dealing with the bakery at the local Safeway. The only lettuce they h...