
My dark cloud
I’m new here.. I need to vent. I feel like everyone close to me has heard it all soo many times that they no longer have any empathy or a desire to lend an ear. The problem I’m enduring is an ongoing mental health issue with my partner. Some background information.. we have been together…
assault
my sexual assault made things much harder. it's only been a few months since I was able to leave my house again. my boyfriend helps, he says it wasn't my fault, so do my parents. I'm just not sure, when does it get easier?
Sister Drama
I just joined Open Diary yesterday so still trying to get the hang of this. It's a new concept for me and not easy to post and share so openly with the potential of those I don't know reading my post and being able to share their input. Anyone else with sister issues? I'm the…
Entry 1
This is my first post and I'm not even sure where to begin. Life has been really kicking my butt lately, and I'm starting to feel as if I can never win. I've been married for 4 years almost, and God has blessed me with three beautiful kids. I love my kids but unfortunately I…
With Age
It would seem that the older I get, the fewer connections that I have with others. I have not quite figured out the dynamics to why that is.…
It’s hard
It was a hard day today. It's been a hard week, hard month, hard year, hard everything... It's been hard. And it just. keeps. getting. harder. And I TRY. I try so fucking hard every day to stay thankful for the things we have. I KNOW how it is to have nothing. To be a…
Sister’s form
Honestly, I shouldn't be writing this but my sister got accepted into this learning program. Yay! But in the form about her hobbies and favorite subject, our father is saying that success is better than happiness. I'm siting here just watching the fight. She started crying and something very fast...
Tough times don’t last forever, tough people do.
Today is just one of those days. I have a lot on my mind, too much for me to process. I'm in a situation where I'm head to head with a major decision. Being that I have to decide to let go of certain people that have been holding me back for a long time,…
I’m new to this
I married my high school sweetheart twice. I love him. we find our strength in our struggles. we love our daughter. but Im bored.
How to deal with loneliness…
I think I’ve always felt lonely in one way or other throughout my life. I often feel I just don’t seem to ‘fit in’. Whether Thisbe at work, neighbours, just something I’ve always felt. I’m married with two grown up kids but still I cannot shake this loneliness that I feel. I’m an only child…