Hey everyone, sorry it’s been a few days or so.
Today, around 10am, I had a phone conversation with my secret counselor. I’ve been using the “BetterMe” program and it’s helped A LOT!
I’ve been talking to my counselor through messages and she has been a very good listener and allows me to express how I feel in certain situations. Most of the time I feel like someone is going to interrupt me or tell me how wrong I am. It’s been a while since I’ve seen a counselor…so I know it’s what they are suppose to do. It was just nice…nice to have someone who would listen to me and not make me feel tense.
I never realized how guarded I was. I’ve lived for years like I am always walking on eggshells. Afraid to do or say certain things…
Even though I am keeping my counselor a secret (I have no choice)… it was like I had so much come off my chest. It was really nice. I feel a little at peace about it.
My journey is far from over… but now I finally have a person to talk to about what’s been going on with me.
Other than that… I am look forward to what comes of all this (as well as terrified). I am on this road and I am go to see where this takes me.
Well, that’s it for the moment. I will probably make another post tonight. We shall see. 😊
You all have a great day…and once again, thank you for the support.
Much Love Always,