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• Can’t focus

  May 15, 2023

  There is always stuff on my mind. Always. All over the place. I’ve been working on my daughters room and it’s not going how I wanted. So I gotta figure that out. I do realize I am needy. I get sucked into something that distracts me from life. Right now it’s other. I figured out…

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• Tunnel of cobwebs?

  May 14, 2023

  So I decided I would look at my calendar and see how many times we’ve had sex in the last year… because I brought up, I wished sex could help whatever ailment he was complaining about. I am in no way upset that his back hurt or whatever else. He's been complaining about that for…

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• Shenanigans

  May 13, 2023

  I’m on my lunch break. I’ve got about 20 minutes left and I’m making it by on fumes. Mini dr peppers and a prayer. Lol. I like this site because no one knows me. I can talk about whatever I want and it just doesn’t matter. It’s for me. If someone comments, great, I’ll respond…

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• Just another day

  May 7, 2023

  So there was this festival Friday and I got someone to cover my shift. Hubby and I took the kiddo since her father opted out of this weekend due to a prior commitment. She had a good time, but it gave me a lot of anxiety. At the end of the night he and I…

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• Crush pt 2

  May 1, 2023

  So I worked with him again last Thursday. They put me working in the area right across from him. He told me it is his job to give me shit, I said maybe it was mine to give him shit too, he said no. M: I’ve been here longer H: but he’s older M: how…

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• Crush

  April 27, 2023

  So I really shouldn’t admit this because I don’t want to admit it to myself. I have a crush on someone. Now idk if it’s because he’s goofy or because my vagina is starting to get cobwebs and is trying to control my mind. Idk. I love my husband. A lot. I want my husband…

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• MevsME

  March 20, 2023

  Decided I need this is the world of internet. I am committing to myself and losing weight. I have to do this for me and for my kid. She's having surgery in may and I just gotta suck it up and get it done so I can be healthy for her and not struggle when…

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• Under Pressure

  December 13, 2022

  I've been at my job for almost 18 years. Same company different positions/locations. I've been actively trying to better myself outside of work to get away. Well, in small ways. There are so many things I need to be doing to be bettering myself in other ways but i'll get to that in a minute.…

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• Not So Valentines

  February 14, 2022

  I wish this site had an app. I really need to write more. There has been so much going on. Or actually use my computer where I can type faster. I truly think the lack of intimacy effects your life in so many ways. Especially when you’re supposed to be married. Enjoying that honeymoon phase.…

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