Breathing in, I feel myself as a mountain.
Breathing out, I feel solid.
Breathing in, I see myself as water.
Breathing out, I reflect things as they are.
Breathing in, I see myself as space.
Breathing out, I feel free.
Breathe.

-Thich Nhat Hanh

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Get me OFF the ride, please.

April 14, 2021
So I'm the fool of April. Lesson learned. I don't completely remember what I typed out in my last entry, and I'm not going to reread it. I know that I mentioned that I was keeping my sanity and optimism through faith, but at this point I feel like I'm back to strangling the thought…
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