"Do you know what a harlequin is? A harlequin’s role is to serve. It’s nothing without a master. And no one gives two shits who we are beyond that."

I feel ya, Harley.

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All Dressed Up With No Place to Go

January 21, 2021
Jodi stood me up!! Okay Universe, in her defense, I did say I was hoping she'd cancel. But she never literally cancelled... she just didn't text, didn't show up. Oh well. Cycle broken- lesson learned. Maybe she didn't know what to do or how to act because I was letting her come to me. In…
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