my thoughts are as volatile as alcohol
and so is my existence
the day I go under there wont even be
a ripple on the pond to remind you of me

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Fire Sprinklers

December 6, 2019
She left to visit her parents for the weekend late this afternoon, I was still working. On the opposite side of the table peering over my laptop I observed the preparations. Finally, as she came over give me a hug I told her how much I appreciate her. And as we said our goodbyes, I…
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