For all the time and space in creation cannot give you what you can aquire in but a mere second of understanding.
--Arual

Perfection of means and confusion of ends seem to characterize our age.
--Albert Einstein

It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity
--Albert Einstein (03/14/1879-1955)

The pursuit of truth and beauty is a sphere of activity in which we are permitted to remain children all our lives.
--Albert Einstein

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Stalemate.

May 24, 2019
Me and my head were at odds. War of the titans. My head and my heart. WHAT IS A HEART? I'm finding a painful lack of inspiration. Heavy everything. A tired lack of motivation. I want to see beauty, hold the world in my palms. Feel the air rush against me... I want to feel…
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  • April Showers
    April 26, 2019
    Off the pull of the grey downpour This rainy late spring day Savage writhing of the water spray The volumes unspoken which are living inside me That cannot escape That cannot break free Cold sprung ephemeral pull of the day This want and need I used to house inside of me Just like how she…
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    February 3, 2019
    It's another gray one, another dank ass day. My brain feels fuzzy but something tells me this one's got to be reflective. This one needs to be the kinda day... The kind where you get your shit together.   Spent all morning locked in the bedroom, curtains dark and drawn. Minimal light, that's...
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  • Grow Old and Do Some Shit…
    January 20, 2014
    The truth is, he was never with you. He was always very far away. And it didn't matter what you did or who you were. He always would be. Some people aren't to be reached that way.
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    But you don't always get what you want in life Not the way you want it Or when you want it Sometimes you have to go Sometimes he has to go Or he can't love you And there's nothing you can do to change it Fate and time doesn't allow And things aren't right You…
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  • Ghost Towns… REWORK
    October 13, 2013
    Girl who loved a boy broken broken girl beer bottle girl and bloody silly hands for this beer bottle boy I miss you There's no going home There's no going home I still dream of you But everyone knows Everyone knows If you can let it go Silly twisted bottle boy Things you said They sound…
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    September 17, 2013
    Pull pull push push and carry on like you did before Every dumb fuck lined up in front  of you for the taking like a challenge that just wasn't And when you want to walk away like glue into the ground like glue into the ground you can't move But he ain't fucking special and…
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  • Punching Out…
    July 19, 2013
    I don't want anyone else... I don't want a new start... I don't want to meet somebody... I am sincerely and legitimately done... It's not worth the trouble... It's just not worth it...   You know what's nice? Alone.
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