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Socially Desperate

March 18, 2018
July 15 I'm so desperately waiting to hang myself     Added May 18: Why am I only running back to this diary every time there seems to be a major life event...Why cant I write in my diary anymore without paying? 🙁     There were a few times during my life I just…
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