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June 14, 2021
Wow, it's been long time since I've late written. Life gets in the way I suppose. Life has thrown alot my way since I've last written. Oh man, has it thrown some stuff my way. I'm 9 weeks pregnant today. How do I feel about it? I don't know to be honest. At times, I'm…
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