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I met a boy who lights my cigarettes…

May 1, 2013
Not lights them in a sense of 'Oh, you have a cigarette in your mouth, let me get that', but more of a 'Let me light this and give it to you, and then I'll light mine...'. It matters because his scent is on that first drag and lingers, then fades away....but the sentiment is…
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