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14 Years Later…

March 14, 2018
Wow, so much has happened since I was last on here 14 years ago. More on that later. What has brought me back here was the need to write about something I found out yesterday that has given me peace! For over a decade I've had in the back of my mind my X boyfriend…
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  • The worst day
    November 15, 2005
    so tonight is one of those nights i just wanna die. I wish i could just push a button and be done with life cuz it really sux so bad right now. went to work today after I don't even know how many days off and hated being there every minute, hated being around people…
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    November 5, 2005
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    September 27, 2005
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