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101418 III – Can’t sleep

October 15, 2018
I'd like to think that what I'm currently going through is normal. That everyone faces their mortality and own fallibility. That these turbulent feelings in my heart that churn and shake are all a natural part of being human. But when she listed some of the broken shards of me I felt some small s...
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