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My heart hurts

June 9, 2025
It still hurts.. His action still hurts.. My heart still bleeding.. When can I recover from this? When can we get over this? I still want to cry but more of the pain.. Good bye.. I want to stay good bye.. enough.. I won't give u power over me anymore.. I won't even give u…
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