I’ve spent a long time keeping things inside. All of my trauma, fears and experiences. As part of my healing journey I’ve decided to start talking about the things I’ve held back in the past. It’s time for me to purge and let it all out. I’m about to start a new chapter and need to put some things to rest. I feel the best way for me to do that is talk about it all. Even if it’s painful.

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I hate to say I told you so

October 7, 2020
You knew, you always knew I hate to say I told you so, but it’s true You tried to ignore all of the signs, but deep down you knew what was coming That there would eventually be someone else and he would hit the ground running After you were all used up and drained he’d…
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