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back to one day at a time

January 31, 2022
A few weeks has passed since my last entry... I had forgotten I even write up my thoughts and feelings on the internet... Wanna know why? Because I was doing soo good, I felt so happy, until things slowly started tumbling down around me. And I take full responsibility for it all. so thats why&hel...
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