I am going to be writing about how it feels to be H.I.V positive and disabled to the point of not being able to do anything for myself anymore. I have M.S and i also have a brain tumor.I know i am far from perfect.But i am also gonna write how i feel and hopefully get feedback and advice.So i know a lot of people are very open so here i am.And i love to cook so i will post pics of things as well. I am also a crafter.I love to make things. Like jewelry and knit and crochet and paint and stuff.So i will post those as well.

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DAY 2 OF MY DEEP DEPRESSION!!!

February 12, 2019
Well today is day 2 of my depression. It has hit so bad this year. I know i should not be saying i am sorry alot.But it is how i feel i am suppose to be.My best friend is pregnant and i am so happy for her.It is a new baby i get to spoil…
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