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• Thoughts of Mother and Father for Fathers Day

  June 14, 2018

  The man I call my father passed away May 1st, 2017. He and my mother had been together since 1976. He never once gave up on her. My mother wasn't some beauty queen or such. My father would look at her the way I have never seen any other man look at a woman. You…

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• Reaching my ropes end

  June 8, 2018

  Last night as I arrived at work the belt tensioner on my vehicle broke. luckily I was literally pulling into work when this happened. I was surprised at the folks who are stepping up to help. Not the ones I expected, although I am very pleasantly surprised. This is just another set back. Not a&he...

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• Wondering

  June 7, 2018

  Wondering why I bother trying to start relationships. All I do is end up being used. I would like to know one day what it feels like to be loved by someone other than family. Even in my marriage I never felt it. Needless to say it didn't last. I'm sick of the modern world.…

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• Letting the mind go

  June 2, 2018

  There are a million things and nothing I want to say all at once. I'm procrastinating at procrastinating and royally annoyed at myself for it. Yet, I do nothing to change. the only one to blame is me. I'm not afraid to admit my flaws. We all have them. We all make mistakes, It's hard…

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• catching up

  February 2, 2014

  Well mom passed away on January 5th, 2014. She's in a far better place. Dad's having a rough time. Understandable, they were together 38 years. His COPD isn't doing any better. Today I deactivated my Facebook account for a while. Not sure how long yet. Was tired of being a slave to my phone. This...

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• catching up

  February 2, 2014

  Well mom passed away on January 5th, 2014. She's in a far better place. Dad's having a rough time. Understandable, they were together 38 years. His COPD isn't doing any better. Today I deactivated my Facebook account for a while. Not sure how long yet. Was tired of being a slave to my phone. This...

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• catching up

  February 2, 2014

  Well mom passed away on January 5th, 2014. She's in a far better place. Dad's having a rough time. Understandable, they were together 38 years. His COPD isn't doing any better. Today I deactivated my Facebook account for a while. Not sure how long yet. Was tired of being a slave to my phone. This...

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• Mom

  September 2, 2013

  Mom had to get more units of blood. They may have to go back in to find the cause of her bleeding. Dad is worried sick. I'm surprised he is even functioning. I hope to find someone that devoted and in love with me someday. It pains me to see dad hurting and knowing there…

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• Delayed Entry

  September 1, 2013

   Mom has her surgery on Friday. I've taken three nights off to so she won't be alone and to help dad out. This isn't going to be easy on her. I'm worried. We're all worried. The surgery is simple but mom's health is not the best. Thank god for FMLA. At least I can do this…

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