26. Living in a mobile home with my boyfriend of 2 years and 2 kittens. Currently crushing on my guy friend and using this to vent.

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Well, that blew up in my face…

August 15, 2018
Yesterday, on a high. Today, couldn't be more pissed off with both myself and E. Yesterday I chatted to a friend of me and E. Let's call him B. B was asking how was E because he knows we're friends and E pointed out before that him and B don't talk as much. I had…
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