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October 29, 2021
I can’t describe in words what I feel, It’s really hard to explain, I don’t want to breathe, I don’t want to hear, I don’t want to feel. I want the pain to go away, The anxiety that fights me day in, and day out. I’m tired of walking on eggshells just in case someone…
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