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March 1, 2018
There are few things that make me laugh harder than my kids. Here’s a few things that have made me laugh this week. i will refer to my kids as “c” my 13 year old “a” my 11 year old and “s” my other 11 year old as I have posted c and s are…
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  • Fears of writing
    February 28, 2018
    I wanted to write a few things that have been on my mind about this diary. Some thoughts and explanations because I plan to share everything the good the bad and the ugly. First I feared about writing about being a parent with an addiction and an eating disorder. I don’t fear this not because&hel...
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  • My crazy house
    February 27, 2018
    A drink cannot come early enough today. My house hold is always chaotic. Isn’t everybody’s? The dynamic of my house consists of myself and my husband my mother a 13 year old son and two 11 year old girls. One of the girls is autistic and the 13 year old is although they have different…
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    Overwhelming
    February 27, 2018
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    How I got here PT 2
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    So I did not do much research on the place I was going to. I asked a few questions but not enough mostly because I didn't know what to ask. I had excellent insurance and I had met my out of pocket from all the hospital stays so I could have gone anywhere that took…
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    February 26, 2018
    I want to move on. I want to make this Journal about the present and the future. I spend all my time running away from the memories but I feel like until I just write it down maybe I can move forward. This is going to take a long time and I am going to…
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  • My new journa
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