Recent Entries

• How to move forward…

  December 12, 2018

  Its been almost two months from my separation. All things considered i think I am doing well. I feel ALL the emotions at once, anger, resentment, love, disappointment, sympathy.. all at once. One thing that plays in my mind is how one goes from "thinking" that you have all you want to all of the&...

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• Daddy come home

  November 29, 2018

  My wife of 17 yrs and I are separated. The bottom line is that she was unfaithful to me, Not Once but more than once. She cheated on me before, I caught her discussing and professing love with an ex-boyfriend years ago, it lasted perhaps about 6 months or so, we fought, i forgave and…

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• Four weeks out 5 tinder dates?

  November 27, 2018

  So, since I've separated I wanted to see whats out there. I live in the DC Area, everyone is a type A personality busy busy and one thing I dont have time for is for me to go to Bars clubs etc.... at 43 is not something I'm interested at all. So I did what…

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• Resilience and Growth

  November 26, 2018

  Thanksgiving without her was different. I want to forgive her for what she's done but i cant get over that she's done this before and she will again. I want to do whats right for my kids, i think they are taking it well (on the outside) however on the inside i know they are…

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• Moving to better me….

  November 20, 2018

  I think writing a couple of things to show where i am emotionally on this roller coaster of the process to end a 17 yr old marriage (that i thought was a happy one)  after a couple of cheating episodes helps me cope with the situation. I keep telling myself, this too will pass.... things…

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• Notes from Sorrow

  November 20, 2018

  Today its been 7 days since found out that She once again Cheated on me. I've been dealing with trust issues with her since the last time (about 4 yrs ago). My thoughts are confused i think i am getting used to her doing this and somehow i just dont care as much. I feel…

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