39, male, former black-out artist and avoider of facing my problems, (I'm meaning I am an alcoholic) and this is to chronicle not only my sobriety journey, but this new season in my life in general. Buckle up buttercup. I got some stories.

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this is supposed to be my vacation…

May 2, 2022
so i got the time off work for the family vacation to Vero Beach and Walt Disney World a while back before any of this stupid shit that's happening right now in my life. now that it's actually happening and i'm here in it, i have to admit i'm struggling hardcore. it isn't supposed to…
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  • i miss her…
    April 25, 2022
    something tells me i shouldn't be viewing it as two separate things, or rather i feel like i shouldn't separate the two, but the circumstances about my current situation with my wife have me missing her...in a certain way. it's no secret that i've had trouble with addiction in my past and very he...
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  • trust issues…
    April 17, 2022
    so the past five or so years of my life have been really rough. i've gotten to the point before where i've just been like, 'fuck reality, i reject it and insert my own.' problem is, one can't really do that. i've rejected the reality that i couldn't ever really manage to make a living…
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  • i’m not very good at these things
    April 14, 2022
    what do i mean by the title? well, while i'm also not very good at keeping journals, that's not what i'm meaning. what i mean is there are things in this life that i just plain suck at - i'm not very good at these things. managing my life? completely suck. managing money? i'm spending…
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  • insert generic title here
    April 12, 2022
    so i guess i should introduce myself. hi i'm michael and i'm an alcoholic...oops. wrong meeting. seriously though, i have recently turned sober and am trying to stay sober. i have 35 glorious alcohol-free days under my belt so far and it feels GREAT. (i'm in recovery and have started attending A....
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