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getting pregnant again?

October 24, 2018
I don't want to have another child but I am getting my IUD taken out because of side effects. Simply, it is making my vagina get chronic infections that keep coming back for a year now and I haven't changed anything except the fact that I have an IUD. I never had any problem in…
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  • Continuation of my last diary
    October 11, 2018
    I just opened my diary again for the first time in 7 years and literally laughed out loud at my last entry. Why? Well because the big issue in my last diary is still one of the biggest issues in my life right now for the same exact reasons. ALEX. Yup, after 7 whole years…
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  • 10/06/2011
    October 5, 2011
    I am not to drunk like you are. I can type despite the fact that you spilt beer all over my keyboard. I want to cut your heart and dick off so you can never feel again, maybe then you'll know how i feel, but no you will still have the rest of your skin…
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  • 09/25/2011
    September 24, 2011
    Im so confused, I dont know what to do right now. Alex is writing this for me, and he probablly hates me. None of the solutions i used to use work anymore. Everything keeps making everything else worse, its 7:00 and it feels like a waste of my whole day. all I have been doing…
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  • fuck ignorant bitches
    January 4, 2011
    People who freeload off my dad, never thank him and then insult him by writing on his walls are really immature and really piss me off. Like seriously, I think it is the most disrespectful, pitiful, shameful shit ever. My dad is 81 fucking years old show some fucking respect to your damn elders i...
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  • 01/01/2011
    December 31, 2010
    It's new years and i'm scared. I don't really know what of, just of time going by, wasting life and being bored while not doing anything about it. I always get scared like this around new years and my birthday.... :(. I should just think, its just another day, its just another day. Well. I…
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  • PANDEMIC BOREDOM INFECTING MY BRAIN CELLS
    December 30, 2010
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  • 12/25/2010
    December 24, 2010
    I'm fucking sick, My teeth fucking hurt lately, probably because I keep fucking grinding them.....ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  • I just wanna party…is that so bad???
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