Recent Entries

• Transitions

  October 9, 2021

  I want to start writing more. I read over my old diaries and I realize how much I have forgotten...and to be honest maybe that is for the better. Maybe forgetting was a defense mechanism for my brain. But I think even though it's painful, reading it helped me to put a reason to a…

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• Kendrahs party

  July 6, 2021

  Hey everyone. Kendrahs birthday is on the 13th and she will be going to her dads early next week. I wanted to have a party for her and invite as many of her friends as possible. She is really excited about it. She has told me she wants to have her party at lake Hiawatha…

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• Break down every man you love.

  March 13, 2020

  This entry is based off this post: "People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.…

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• getting pregnant again?

  October 24, 2018

  I don't want to have another child but I am getting my IUD taken out because of side effects. Simply, it is making my vagina get chronic infections that keep coming back for a year now and I haven't changed anything except the fact that I have an IUD. I never had any problem in…

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• Kendrah

  October 18, 2018

  It's past midnight. I should be asleep. I'm putting kendrah in the nursery tomorrow. Alex tries to make me feel bad at first but then he understands why because he is yet again homeless, I have a lot to do and part of that is because I was helping him instead of doing what I…

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• Continuation of my last diary

  October 11, 2018

  I just opened my diary again for the first time in 7 years and literally laughed out loud at my last entry. Why? Well because the big issue in my last diary is still one of the biggest issues in my life right now for the same exact reasons. ALEX. Yup, after 7 whole years…

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• 10/06/2011

  October 5, 2011

  I am not to drunk like you are. I can type despite the fact that you spilt beer all over my keyboard. I want to cut your heart and dick off so you can never feel again, maybe then you'll know how i feel, but no you will still have the rest of your skin…

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• 09/25/2011

  September 24, 2011

  Im so confused, I dont know what to do right now. Alex is writing this for me, and he probablly hates me. None of the solutions i used to use work anymore. Everything keeps making everything else worse, its 7:00 and it feels like a waste of my whole day. all I have been doing…

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• fuck ignorant bitches

  January 4, 2011

  People who freeload off my dad, never thank him and then insult him by writing on his walls are really immature and really piss me off. Like seriously, I think it is the most disrespectful, pitiful, shameful shit ever. My dad is 81 fucking years old show some fucking respect to your damn elders i...

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