I am 30 years old, I am a momma of 3 kids, and I am a Country Girl. I am engaged to a wonderful man. I am about to be married for the third time. I do speak my mind and I don't care what others may think of me. I am going to be me no matter what other people may think of me. I am me and I am going to continue being me. I like to be outdoors, hunting, fishing, and camping. I also like to quilt, bake, cook, and talk to my friends. I am easy to get along with until you lie to me, betray me, or even cheat on me then I am done with you.

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9/18/19

July 18, 2019
Honestly today wasn’t really any better because we started fighting as soon as we pulled out of Little General in MacArthur.... Bitching at me one the pettiest little things.... I told him to go to hell and leave me alone.... Honestly I can’t wait to have Travis here because I know that he will t...
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